Tuesday, April 20, 2010

I'm Late, I'm Late, I'm Very Very Late

No not pregnant...

I guess I'm just feeling impatient.

About what I don't know.

I have a couple of things I'm waiting on. Well, more like waiting on to fall into place, I knew it would take awhile to fall into place. It is nothing that I would be impatient to get started on anyways so I don't think that is it.

I just have this feeling that I'm late. Late for what I don't know but it is kinda that feeling. Almost like an anxiety attack all the time. I wake up in a cold sweat, with leg cramps, and I've almost totally undressed myself in my sleep already. The dogs don't even want to be near me. My son comes up to me and says 'ok mommy?'.

I've just been irritated on top of all of that. Everything is making me irrational.

Okay maybe not irrational but it is making me feel as though I'm being irrational.

Does that make sense?

O'well I'm sure it will pass.

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